Diary 生活札记

What the f**k...these 2 days at work, people i met were so rude, it's unbelievable. On Sunday, Babylon, there's a girl i refused to serve her drinks because i think that she had too much, she was fine with my decision, but her friend was annoyed by my decision, and trying to make it a big deal...ended arguing with the management, door staff and my friend at work. Somehow she was pissed off because she knows that she can't stand on her feet with the arguement... she starts to abuse us, and pin-pointing the skin colour of my friend...because she is white! my friend is brown, and i am yellow! .... the worse was, she chucked a drink over us. We were all covered in vodka and redbull...cheers to her... The funniest was she rang the police trying to complaint about us. Somehow, she admitted she thrown a drink at us, the policewoman was shock...asking her what more she wants from the police! Why were the police were called when she throw a drink at somebody else...? On monday, work

it is almost towards the end of the X'mas contract of me with primark as a temp employee, was desperately wishing that they keep me as permanent staff so that i can a fixed hours job until i find a proper accountancy job. Solely reliance on babylon bar job isn't secure and good enough to sustain my living. Thanks God, on the 24th, Personnel has finally come out with the decision that they will keep me for full time ,permanently, therefore extended the contract of employment with me, with working hours from 2.30pm till 7.30pm daily weekdays, which is such a good news to me. This also means that i am going to keep my live of working 7 days a week until i find my dream job. Work, work, work ....

Today, Christmas Eve, weather is alright. Mood wise, nothing special. Physically, mentally tired! No work tonight, and the 2 days following...so exciting...!!!

What is my life like nowadays? Once i wake up, i go to work, in primark, when i finish worked, come home wait for dinner to be served. After dinner, check mails, facebook, job searching, looking for information like visa application, immigration regulation, news that could impact my stay in the UK, till latest 3.30am, go to sleep" Wake up the next day at approx. 1pm, then get ready to work again. This repeated every weekday, saturday is the only day i can sleep till naturally wake up as if i have no date, no engagement, then have some lesire time of myself, then get ready to work from 9. Sunday, wake up latest by 3 to get ready for dance practice at work. then come home, cook then eat, after, go to work. That's a week, and everything start again. How can I change my life? I really need a proper job! i've been trying so hard, anyone could please give me some advices, where have i go wrong, what have i done wrong, why is my application is like a stone throwing into the sea w

There's a review of performance at work today when i am late, having my name tag left at home, which is not good at all. As in the reveiw questions, it includes dress code of uniforms, on time, absents and other things. Whereas, i've fail for 3 i've mentioned above. 1st, i was late to work today although it is overtime shift, not my scheduled shift, but still i was late, coz i didn't realise that winter train time starts today and somehow the train was suppose to be able to send me to work on time was delayed by approx 10 mins. So, consequently i was late for definite. For my name tag, because i changed my jumper, and i forgot to remove from that and put on the one i wear today! So, uniform fail too. Absents, i was not working on the day before my exams for 2 weeks. So constitute towards a lower percentage of attandance! Oh well.... There's nothing much i can do and tell since whatever mentioned was already happened although the manager did say it's alright! No

为什么每次家里的人开暖气，我的房间都是最热的？ 在这个房间住了3年，现在才发觉我房间有4面墙，有3面是有radiators 的。一个是自己房间的，一个是阿彬房间的， 一个是走廊的。 就算我关了我房间的radiator, 还有两面墙的另一头的radiators 在发热。 我在猜，会不会连最后一面墙也有radiotor 在另一头，那就是隔壁家的房间的radiator...！！！

Ah ne is too boring .... trying to show off his new diary book purchased from startbucks..>!!

考完试了， 有什么是可以做吗？ 除了上班，就是找工。 也应该没舍事可干。 这次考试，觉得答得不错， 应该都没问题。

在Primark那里工作，有个朋友， 她叫颉儿， 回中国去了！ 在她还没离开时， 其他朋友和同事有替她办个聚会， 也有约我，很可惜，我没能参加， 因为太累了，起不了床。心里也觉得可惜，没机会跟她说一路顺风。 哪知， 在我要去考试的当天，竟然被我在火车站遇到她！我好吃惊，我竟然还有机会和他说再见！当我看到她时， 真的不敢相信是真的。直到我向前去跟她说话，去抱抱她， 才肯定。觉得真的好巧，我也很好运。 她就连忙拉着我说拍照，因为我们见面时都是工作时，没有和照过。 希望她回国后一切顺利。 大家保持联络。

I have left with 2 days to go to sit for my last paper, which i deperately wish it is my last one. It is a bit tough for me doing this paper without attending any lectures or revision class. But hopefully my self study is effective and get me thru this time. I am not gonna be greedy or unrealistic. As long as i am passed, i don't care how much i scored. Finger crossed, the 1 i did last week on P7 and the coming soon P2 papers are both passed. Then it's time to work myself out in job searching and hunting again.

我的妈呀！我真的不敢相信， 我酒吧的经理真的和我那以前的同事给“搞上”了。 他们是光明真大的， 公开的谈感情。我的天啊！真不敢相信，他以前的女朋友才比我大一岁，我都觉得夸张了， 现在的还比我小3岁呢！ 我的经理已经36了。 不敢相信！ 他还为了和现在的女朋友在一起才和以前的分开呢！太乱了！

Recently i am taking things so easily, just wondering is that a good sign or not? Like today, before i commenced my shift at work in primark, all the staff from my shifts were called to the office, and our floor managers were giving us grieves about last night, as work wasn't properly done at the sales floor. I don't take it seriously when we were beign told off, as compared to last time, i would have a go with them. We have been short of staffs, staffs who being put on the section doesn't like it there then they moved themselves elsewhere and abandon that section. i am working the the ladies department, in the ladies department, it is divided into several different section, from table recovery, knitwear, casual, dresses, coats jeans, accessories and etc. I am allocated as a table recovery staff but this week, after the restruction of the management and staffs' shift allocation, things are just bad. I have to recover accessories section, knitwear and also table. Me alon

I like my speakers so much, and now, there is one not working. I am so not happy, i was trying to fix it myself, but there is nothing i can do since i am not a professional. I try to swap them around just to ensure it is not burned. I was right, it wasn't the speaker's problem, it the connection socket from the back of the subwoofer loosen. Coz when i accidently kicked on it, it got sound a bit, then when off again. This has then confirmed my diagnosis  was right I am so annoyed! There are 5 surround speakers with a subwoofer. The front left speaker is not the odd 1, has no sound coming out from it...!!! ah...!!!  No more surround effect...damn it. argh.......